Again, still missing Belize!!!

School is consuming me this semester and I am thankful that I have only 7 hours this last semester! It is the other obligations like my officer duties with
SSWO and commitments I have made like NASW conference and committees I seem to keep on getting appointed to that are keeping me from focusing my efforts on fundraising for Belize. It is very overwhelming at times, not to mention the neglect I feel I have sometimes for the boys.

I have been communicating often with Traci and that is a double-edged sword. I am always so excited to hear from her but saddened when I do because I want to be in Belize with her and my other friends so bad, I need to be useful and I believe I am so much more useful over there. I miss the hope of my friends and the true unconditional love I feel when I am with them.
Every day I grow to dislike MS more and more because of the lack of caring for one another in the community and in the state as a whole. It is difficult for me to understand how I can live in such an unempathetic and uncompassionate society.